I'm here and I'm Glad

December 5th

Well had my first Meeting with Robin McDougall. She will be my therapist down here. I really enjoyed talking to her and she was really what I loved about a therapist but she isn't a gay male. I can live with that minor inconvenience. But what I love is that she is a Holistic one. The office even is relaxing. She is even a lesbian, so he is family. Makes me feel really welcomed. I think she will work out great.

Today I got two Xmas checks in the mail and they were of 150$ and bob got 25$ of one and then he got a separate one for him for 50$. I got Bob a rainbow hanger what was a little high in price but I thought he would like it for Xmas.

Later that day I finally see my fellow WOLF (Karl Warren) after about a years time. I sure miss him a lot but we do keep in touch by phone. Wolf is my Alpha Wolf to me because I'm so submissive. But got to his home and he made some great stir fry and visited with him and his mate (Daddy Tom). I feel sad for Tom because this past year he had a stroke and it really slowed him down a lot and his mind is going too.

Wolf is now working really REALLY REALLY hard to keep things going around the house but he is a trucker and he isn't home a lot and he worries about Tom. But Wolf's friends like me worry about Wolf because he is HIV Poz. and he needs to take care of himself too.

Later that night Wolf, Tom and I had some great fucks and what is good about that was the cuddling I really need to be touched a lot of times just feel loved and safe. Bob really doesn't do that for me anymore. That is really SAD for me because it makes me doubt our Love for each other. But I do love Bob over and beyond.

December 6th

But end of the night and when it starts a new. We slept all together and cuddled as one furry ball. I had a great sleep even if it was only a double bed with one bear and two wolves in it. I woke feeling great and really dazzled. I decided to say an extra day because I needed run some errands, I wanted to talk to Wolf more and spend time with him. I was lucky that I with Wolf's help I could cash two of the three Xmas checks for me.

That morning he and Tom played with me again and got me in Pup Mode for a second time and I do not know what I do in Pup Mode but remembering my head space hit a BRICK WALL HARD and I had a splitting headache for rest of that morning. Wolf nursed me back to me feeling okay. Today I got a nickname what was stuck to me in my head. Wolf said to me that morning in the head space he nicked named me as Rhoadie because I'm a pup that is on the road now a lot. I had a tear in my eye when he said that me.

In that early afternoon, Wolf and I was cuddling on the floor of the living room and he got me again in puppy mode somewhat. But he also had me there. I really was scared and lost. I really can fall for Wolf and at that moment I was falling for him and he got me as his pup Rhoadie and I'll be his forever. Wolf really helps me release that I need to love all the parts of me, my werewolf, dragon and other animal spirits together, make peace with them all and be one through me. I'm scared if I do I would loose Bob and his love for me. That is why I don't show it to him and others like Wolf I can release everything and feel better about myself. (Crying)

Later that day a guy, that use to work at Spring Creek, named Karl...yes it is a different Karl than Wolf. Came by and plan to stay the night there. I really didn't like that idea. Yes I'm a very controlling or dominating subby as a wolfpuppy to keep my Alpha's from others but I know that I'm not Wolf's. So I really played that I was happy to see him. But I was really wasn't.

That Night we played around but I was really uptight with the situation with Karl, Wolf and I. I was not feeling so safe and really tryed to get into the mood but Karl isn't my type of guy to have fun with so I really didn't get off and Karl got in the Middle I didn't like that at all. I made it worst.

December 7th

Today I didn't want to leave Wolf behind. He is my Alpha and I need to feel good and leaving making me worry. I did cry most of the way back to Spring Creek missing him. He showed me some markings and it was bruises of KS and that is the first sign of AIDS. That made me feel so bad for Wolf but I see myself down that road like that too. So I was really scared for both of us at that drive back home but I was falling in love of a good WOLF too. I really love because Wolf can understand every point, curve and turn about me because it is Wolf himself and his Rhoadie. I really happy when I got back and had Bob in my arms but wish more it was Wolf's. Why do have love that is really deep for others and want strong love from too?

December 10th

Bob and I went to Dothan today for getting two gift cards from Barns and Noble because of the RV Christmas Party is coming up and need a couple gifts for the Naughty Santa Exchange. We really didn't know what to get anyone so we just got gift cards. It was a good trip. Wanted to see Andy and Dan but they had other plans so we just looked around Dothan and left back for home.

December 12th

The Naughty Christmas Party for the resort was good. But Mike said it was catered but later found out it wasn't. I kinda felt bad about not getting something for the dinner but I wasn't in the wrong. It was held at Dwayne's home in Geneva. I was a beautiful him and it was all decked out in Christmas. The Party was of about 25 people there and really was nice. The gift exchange was done and Bob got a game called Rook and I got an Chinese mini rock garden and incense burner. Really nice gifts. Dinner was deviled eggs, cold shrimp, turkey, sandwiches, a pineapple dessert and again a lot of drinking. Well it was a good party but thought it would have been more like a dinner not pot luck.

December 24th

Christmas got here and Paul he was invited for dinner but he cancelled on us about a couple days before and it was too late to tell Bob's Sister that we could come anyhow. So we spent Christmas just us. It was kinda boring but relaxing. But it really had an affect on me as in not spending the holidays with family. I'm use to having it with Bob's family in Colorado and we have a GRAND time and having fun opening gifts, talking and drinking. Seeing family and old friends. I hope next year will be better and at lease go and fly out to see family during the holidays or something.
We didn't have much money for the holidays but I did manage to get Bob a Cool Rainbow wind catcher, that I got at the new age store in Tally. He was surprised but he said I shouldn't because we didn't have the money. It was money I have saved up and it was the last of it. Well at lease I'm happy being with Bob for the holidays because it does make me not feel so alone.

December 29 to 31

My parents came down for a visit after Christmas. It was nice to have them here in Geneva. They came in about dinner time on the 28th. They made it to the Campground just fine. I'm so glad they did. But Dad is a great navigator getting to point A to Point B but I did forget they did have a GPS too now. I was so happy to see them. I really made my blues for the holidays disappear. We chatted what he wanted to do and also what we have planned too and everything worked out great.

The follow day (30th) we went to Pensacola, FL where Dad wanted to see the National Naval Aviation Museum. I'm not much into Planes and stuff but I do like looking at the older ones that were in Korean, Vietman, WWI, WWII areas. Just amazing something that big could fly at times. I have to omit for a museum it was interesting. I have been to others and they were just really so good. This one had about everything you could just think of (it was there). This base is where the Blue Angels train for the next years air shows too. It would be cool to see them train but hear that there are thousands of people there at that time just watching them. I was really interested in the Big Hot Air Balloon Exhibit. They didn't have much but they did have some. That was quite interesting to me. There was a cockpit of one in the building and a rudder tail. I got a good idea they were HUGE.

After the Museum my mother wanted to see Pensacola Beach. Yes, Mom wanted to get here feet wet, AGAIN. So, we went to a beach on the base and didn't get trouble being there and just looked around. It was really pretty because it was about night fall and i took a couple picture there of silhouettes of the sky line and some trees there really came out nice. I remembered last time I was on a Pensacola Beach the sands made sound and this one did too. Water was really not bad for the month of December but my toes did get kinda blue, so I stopped wading.





Next stop was the Cracker Barrel Restaurant in Pensacola because we was meeting up with Bob's Sister Shirley and her husband Andre. My parents knew them before and they haven't seen them for ages. That meeting was our late Christmas Dinner with them. I was happy to see them too. I finally getting a Christmas that I really enjoying. We ate what we liked and visited for several hours on end, said our good byes and travelled back for 2 hour drive. Got back around 10ish that night. My parents didn't stay at Spring Creek but that was okay they found a good Hotel in Geneva.

The 31st (New Years Eve), we (Bob, parents and I) just visited the local area and several towns around Geneva. Looking at the country side. Mom had to stop and look at some cotton fields, stopped at couple pecan trees to pick some hand fulls of pecans from the trees. I was very nice to see the country but was all good. Went to the City Cafe in Geneva for lunch and they finally got a southern cooked meal (catfish, creamy cheese grits, greens etc). I'm surprised that they didn't have some raw oysters too but they didn't. Parents retired around 8pm that night because they were heading back to Nebraska the next day. So we said around good byes and safe travels for them on the way back home. It was hard to see them go but they have lives of their own. But they do meet up with their boys where they are they will visit.

Well, Bob and I got to back. The Campground was going to have a celebration of New Years, but finding out this year they were not having the fireworks because of the economy. I and others thought that was a crock of shit but it was still fun. Andy and Dan just got in at Spring Creek. I was good again to see them too. Chatted with them and later we all went to the Cabana so celebrate the New Years with the other at the Campground. There was champagne and cheese and crackers. I really didn't like the taste of the champagne so I gave it to someone else.

Later that night, I cuddled with Andy and I think I did a good job because he felled asleep in my arms. He is such a cuddle bear. He and I both are good cuddles really love the time we are together like that. I just love to be touch and loved like that. So, after he was asleep I moved slowly out of the bed and when back to my own RV and cuddle up to Bob and fell asleep in my lovers arms.

January 1st, 2009

Well the Campground was slowly waking up because of all the drinking in the night. Andy was having breakfast or bunch at the Cabana. Later I went up to see him and chatted with others. I went to Andy's after chatting at the Cabana. Like usual Andy was horny and we did play around a little. He just wanted to suck some cock. So, he got mine. It is so wonderful getting your cock sucked by a guy that knows what he is doing. I really like Andy a lot because he really helps me with metal issues with me as a HIV person. Telling me stuff that I'm not sure on and certain meds. and stuff like that. Mister educator. But he is really a cool guy too.

Later that night, I mean LATE 1pm or later, Dan and I was chatting and he wanted to go to the Tool Shed to see what was going on. It ended up with him bonded to the St. Andrews Cross with my help and me dominating him a little. I got his union suit open and WOOF his hairy chest got me going. But he went into puppy mode. Boy he is sure a lappy puppy, I'm surprised that I all wet from all his lapping at me. I nibbled his nipples and sucked his cock in my mouth. I started out good but him going into puppy mode made me a little bit too and I did feel myself going under several times too. I sure need to work on that. I was doing so well until the end. I forgot got the most important thing as a dom. and that is keep checking the sub if he is okay. About 15 mins I knew something was wrong but I could pin point it and he was all puppy and couldn't speak either just barks and wines. But after 15 mins I finally remembered it. GRRRRR. I got him down from the Cross and Slapped Dan until he got to be himself again. I was so mad at myself for forgetting that most important thing. I feel so bad what I did. But Dan was understanding about it and made me realize that I need to be more aware of situations around me and watch myself so I keep me in line too as a Dom. I'm just okay that he was okay and nothing Major.

January 2, 2009

I slept in late because I got to bed around 3am because the play I did with Dan. Andy and Dan left that Noon but they are moving today and Saturday. So, Bob and I was invited to help them move too so we were up there later today too (around 4pm). We moved some of the big things into the moving van later that night and the next day we had a big moving day ahead of us. We met a new guy that night and this name is Ira. He is from Georgia and he is about my age and he has a sugar daddy that he doesn't live with but a guy that sends him checks in the mail and pays everything for him. I have hear stories about him but finally see a face to the stories. He is a very nice guy and I think he really would have some fun with me if Bob wasn't around but otherwise he was a good fellow.

January 3, 2009

Andy and Dan's Moving day was an odd one. We returned back on Saturday around 10:30am finding out they were at starting breakfast. Andy bought breakfast and we started moving. John and Mike arrived and we started moving stuff. Andy was so disorganized in the moving of things that we didn't get much done at times. I'm one that doesn't like sitting still and doing nothing when there is something to do. I started packing stuff like lamps, file boxes, some boxes and stuff because we didn't have many boxes to pack stuff in and they had to unpack the boxes at the new place and bring them back to the old one. John and Mike was worthless to my knowledge. John did a little work then after that he stopped doing things. I feel that most Alabamans are lazy now but I don't know just feel that way. But I do see Bob doing the something at times. We got the second truck loaded and unload...both times the truck wasn't totally pack full just the big stuff. Oh well, I hope that the extra days will be better for them. Had Dinner of Pizza Hut Pizza and Beer and relaxed and Bob and I left around 9pm and got home around 9:30ish. I did ache from the move because I think I did most of the work there with Andy, Dan, Ian and Bob's help.

January 7, 2009

Don got back from a work. He is a Captain of a Boat that help surveyors mapping the ocean floor. He is ahead of the other ship because they can't stop doing what they are doing. So he clears the way ahead of them. He also a gets supplies for them too and gives them to them too. Sounds fun but it is hard work too, I believe. Don is really nice fellow but like everyone at the Campground they are heavy drinkers. He is here for two weeks.

January 15-17, 2009

I had therapy appointment in Tallahassee. I was my first official day of venting out my feelings of things. my therapist, Robin asked me at the end if this is what i wanted and how it was done and I said yip this is what I need to be done. I really helps me get whats off my chest, off, so we set up other one for the 29th of this month.

Later I went to Tom and Wolf's place. They do have a semi new roommate called Mike. I went there and there was just Tom and Mike. Talked to both of them for a little while then Daddy Tom made his move on me. We (Tom, Mike and me) took it to the bedroom and had some fun. Mike is a guy around 52, 5'6", hairy, semi good looking and black. Mike was my second black man I had. He was good as a kisser and a good fucker but I really wasn't turned on by him. All their attention was on me and I loved it. I really love that. Sexual attention all to me OH YEA!! We cuddled a little and then it was done.

Tom isn't much a cooker, dinner was just hamburger with plain spaghetti sauce with pasta. I ate it because it is food and it would keep the hungrier away. Watched a little tv and Wolf got home about Midnight. I was so happy to him. He is really why I go and see them because of Wolf. He is so much like me. About an hour passed and Tom, Wolf and I went to bed. I didn't know that we was going to fuck around but we did. Tom plays to a point then stops. He did try to fuck me again but it didn't work. I don't know why he can't fuck me and other can. He is a hot guy and I do love him as much as Wolf but I have more feeling and personal stuff with Wolf. After that Wolf fucked me and came in his mouth. We all slept together in bed as a cuddle mess.

January 16, 2009

I did plan an extra day with them again because I needed to run errands and spend some time with Wolf too. He and I do need spend time with each other because he has a lot of stress in his relationship with Tom and well me with Bob. But we do love both of our mates to end of time. But we both love each other too. In a special way. We are both pups, wolfs, s&m leather lovers, and we can read each other like are brothers. I think that is why I love him so much because we have so much in comman. That morning he allowed me to fuck his wolf ass but I really wanted to cum up his ass so bad. But I'm not a fast cummer so I keep on fucking but I didn't cum. I felt so bad but I will try again sometime soon.

I got my errans done. Wolf and I went to Carlo, GA to get some of his errans done too. We talked about our faiths to chistianity, paganism and wicca. We do have the some beliefs in some ways and others we dont. I can't help falling deeper in love but I did. But remembering that I love Bob just the same as I do with Wolf.

We (Tom, Wolf and I) went to a Chinese Buffett and the food was really good. I had some different taste that night. I had some Eel and again some octopus. Remembering why I didn't like octopus before *because it is toooo rubbery* like chewing a rubber tire. But other stuff ws really good. That night later we (Wolf & I) watched some tv together and cuddled a lot. Nothing like a guy like me that likes a lot of touch. After that we went to bed cuddled more with Tom.

Later that night i had some visions with Cernunous (Horned God, Father) saying to me and showing me a vision of a guy on a horse, saying now you know what you going to call him, call him Skidi. I didn't understand the horseman but I think it is Wolf and he is now a fellow Brother or Tribe Member of the Skidi Nation that has lost his way.

That night had very cold tempertures in the Teens and feeling like I moved the Colorado weather here in Flordia and Alabama.

January 16th

Time with them aways seems to fly by so quick. I'm always sadden a lot because I do miss Skidi a lot. Morning Skidi helped me work on my Wolf and mine human side. I have two different entinty of myself. I live myself as his human but I have times my Wolf takes over and I don't see anything he sees. Like I totally blank out what he does. I need work on it and Skidi is helping me with it. He made him come out, then me again and then back and forth a lot. GOD I had a splitting headache at the end of what he was doing. I did see and remembered just for about hmmm, 5 seconds. Yes, I am scared to be one with Rhoadie because he is so wild. I need a strong willed wolf like Skidi to keep Rhoadie in line and me in check. I hope someday to get him as one but I really don't know if I can, again I'm again I'm Scared. I love Rhoadie may be it scared him off with what we are doing but I hope not. I would be lost without him. I hope Skidi knows what his getting himself into because I don't.

Time was clicking onto noon and me not wanting to go back but I had to because I have a great lover waiting for me there and me loving him more too. I got on the road but I called a guy that I met on line in July and we finally met for Lunch. His name is Russ and lives in Quincy, FL. He is a good looking bear and he really a nice guy. I really like him. Seems like he just needs good friends around him. We had lunch and chatting about each other. He is a teacher and he loves his students and he having troubles with his roommate. Hehe sounds normal life to me. I got back on the road around 2ish and got back home with all my kids and my lover. I like it when I get home like that because I seem like I was missed but I know I was. I think it scares Bob when I out so long in Tallahassee but I do need time away from him or I'll crack under too much pressure or too much Bob. But I need Bob too but we do need time for ourselves.

Yes, I'm really bad to keep up with journal because nothing much happens around the Campground. So, I write when I have something to say and something fun in my life or interesting.

Time Flys or Just Bord

11-18-08

The other guys from Florida that was going to New Orleans, LA. Nice couple but quiet, I did chat with them a little. Nothing much happening. Just seeing not many people but at lease we aren't the only ones here.

There is the owner Mike. He just a big chatter box but he wines like a Jewish Mother, and his voice carries and very annoying one too. He also bitches a lot about money this and that. But the best for me to if I hear him anywhere.

Paul one of the workers here is a great fellow. I really like him. He really trys to make Spring Creek a fun place and try to make activities there to draw in people and everything. He is from New York, New York and he talks like a BIG CITY QUEEN. heheh but he is really kewl.

Other worker here is Scott. He is not much a worker, I think he just is a person that stays here as a perm. but he DJs at times for Mike. He is a nice guy if I see him but he is such a home body that I don't really see much of him anywhere.

11-19-08

New people arrived for a week from Florida too. Both are really hot guys and stuff never really spoke to him much at that time but through time I think I'll get a chance too. They have a pop up camper and a tent for storage of stuff. They are staying for a week or more.

11-20-08

We went to Dothan, AL that day. Really nice city. Bob had a Doctors appointment at the Out Patient Clinic for Vets. and the Doctor came in and she said to Bob about his wrist was Carpel Tunnel and a lot about his smoking and his drugs he takes and the risks he has for this and that. I thought really she was a BIG DIKE, but finding out that she was a he. She was a Transsexual. That is okay with us but WOW a Transsexual as a Doctor in the VA. K E W L.... We did chat a lot and she was really good Doctor. Bob and I really liked her. She set up some test for him in the VA Hospital in Montgomery, AL sometime soon.

Later that day we went to Andy's and Dan's place for dinner. Dan made pizza. I was really good pizza from scratch. I really loved seeing Andy again but that night I found out he was HIV POZ like I was. I really need a friend like that to help me at times when Bob doesn't want to chat about. That was a good trip to Dothan.


11-23-08

Not much went on here but I did go to the Tool Shed for a little time and got sucking in from a one of the Florida guys and me on him. He is hot like I thought. But he left, and there was other guy there and he was really fun. He was shaved all over, yes all over as chin to asshole. It was kinda hot but it was hard for me to get into him. I left him to himself after about 10 mins of fun because I wasn't that hard.

11-24-08

I had two appointments in Tallahassee. One with ADAP and other with an Attorney for helping me with Social Security.

The ADAP about was good but I think the case working where screwed up the dates or lied to me saying it was the next day not today. Bob remembers me speaking to someone and set up the dates and heard me say the date back and it was Monday. I still know that I set it up for Monday. Oh well, I got half of it done with the hot Pharmicist Doctor there. WOOF WOOF. He just had to review me about things about the pills i was taking and everything else I have heard before (lalalalala). I did set up other date for the case worker for the December 2, to just finish everything up there at ADAP.

The next meeting was with a gal that is an Attorney for working on Social Security. I had all my paper work and plus some that she need to start my work for SSI and stuff. Finding out that she use to work for Social Security as one of the people for accepting them or denial of them for it. Well I had two cases working one time and to her that why did i cancel the other one and i said someone told me too. Because if i had two going at once they would cancel both out. She said that was wrong and she called SS themselves and noticed it was still open and she said keep it open. But when she made that call she still knew the staff that she use to work for on first name bases and that really make a good impression on me and Bob. It really made me really sure she really knows what she was doing and he was very surprised that I had all what he need for paper work too. She said to me don't worry just let me to all of it for you. I think I'm doing it because I'm not worried for her working on my case there. There was a lot that she heard that didn't like about the last time we had the case and the judge we used.

11-25-08

People are coming in now for Thanksgiving. It is nice to see people here. Makes a nice gay community then. One of the neighbors up the arrived (John), then several others. It was nice to see them all. Today I made Pies for Thanksgiving. I have allergies to Pumpkin so I made two Apple Pies. My secret for making a good Apple Pie is have about 4 to 6 different apples in your 6 to 7 cups of them. It gives it a better taste and different texture.


11-26-08

Bob made his Pumpkin Pies today for Thanksgiving. Andy and Dan arrived and I love to see them it makes everything worth while at at times here. Gone over there and chatted with Andy and Dan a lot then. We watched a movie there. Andy and I cuddled some. But after the movie Andy was horny and he and touched some, then he fucked me. Hehe, he tried to fuck me. I was sooo tight not being fucked for over 4 months that he only got about 1 inch in and couldn't not get it in much farther in. I really wanted it but my ass has a mind of its own. After that we did get off by wanking off and I got to my RV and went to bed.

11 -27-08 (Thanksgiving)

Nothing much just met a lot of new people and we all chatted with them and made new friends. Well the dinner was at 4ish and it was basically a potluck but the turkey was made by Mike. He made a deep fat fried one and it was really good. But all the food people brought up was really good too. Mike also made Potatoes with boil carrots in them and mashed them altogether. I really liked that. But I think everything was really good. I did miss my families but I know that they were enjoying it too somewhere. After dinner chatted more and went to bed.

11-28-08

Later that Night things started to happen. That one Florida guy that I really wanted before and just had him for a little while in the Tool Shed. He was chatting in the camp and got really turned on my Dan. But had whiskey dick again like he usually has and he came to me. But that night was full of cocksuckers. I did get several guys saying to me that I really can suck a good cock and I was happy that they thought I was a good cocksucker, thanks for my good training of Masters, Sirs and Daddys that make me work on them to make me good. But most of the night I had the guy from Florida in my mouth. His name is Freddy and he really reminds me of Robert Grant on Queer as Folk. GRRRRR. I think I sucked him for a good 3 hrs. but he had whiskey dick too or popper dick. Other cock I was really surprised to see was our neighbor on the hill (first trailer), his name is Don (I think) but cock is BIG i mean BIG it is like 10 inches and thick with bull ball included. Yes it is a mouthful but I got it all the way down my throat. He was very much impressed that I could do it but I wasn't. I went to bed with a very sore throat because of all the cock sucking I did. I got in very late that night.

11-29-08

Bob and I went to his sister's (Shirley's) today in the afternoon. But it that afternoon it started to rain and it rain most of our time going there at Fairhope, AL and when we was there and back to Geneva. We had a good time at Shirley's and she made a good dinner. We did learn a new game called Rummyque. I really makes u think. It is about a 2.5 hour drive there. So we drove back and got home ate dinner again. Seen Andy and Dan. The resort had other Thanksgiving and had more people there because of the weekend crowd. But the rain really held back some people in coming down again. I really enjoy the rain instead of the cold and snow they are having in the north.

11-30-08 (Today)

The rain did quit about noon today. Most of the people packed up and left. Also Andy and Dan. But we will be seeing them something this week because we need a part of RV that needs replaced. One of the days we had a really cold weather and the place where the nozzle of the hose goes in for water of the RV a little ways in it broke. The part isn't that expense at lease but we need to go to Camper World to get one and Dothan has one. Andy said dinner at this place again.
I went up to see Don the new Neighbor I'll say and he really a nice guy. I found out he a perm. here and he moved here about a couple years again from Fairhope and he still has a daughter there. We did chat a lot but I don't remember that we all chatted about. But now he is going to stay for a spell here. I do really like him. I love chatting with him. I hope we could become good friends. Bob needs to meet up with him and to the same. Otherwise this is about all what has happened in it week.
After the rain bob a went walking and took some pictures of mushrooms today. They were all really pretty. Surprising that how they look after a good rain. Also, I'll be posting some pictures of them with some Thanksgiving pictures.



Me in the Red Flannel, Andy on the right and Dan left of Andy.


Well John in the Middle and some new Friends


Mushrooms


Again Mushrooms


At Last More Mushrooms

Been to lazy or something in the Air

10-29-08
Well yes I have been really lazy and not feeling well...we did make it to Geneva, Alabama on schedule. and we did have some trouble but not major trouble at all. We made to De Funiak Springs, Florida, the trouble was when we was looking for gas. When into Walmart and seen that we couldn't get the RV into the station because of small pull ins and outs, so we decided to not go there for fuel. So we we driving start driving through the parking lot and we had a BANG!...Bob said we go hit from the back. Looking in the rear view mirror he seen that our car on the two wheel dolly was off on one side, he stopped the RV and see what was wrong. What happened is that our two wheel dolly broke. It broke at the hitch and where the dolly and wheels were hooked up and the only thing was towing the car was the wires that were on the RV and dolly. What happened was the trailer hitch bar broke totally off and making our car hit us in the RV on the right corner. It was damaged not that bad but it was damaged but the car was damaged too. When it hit the RV we believe the it blow the drivers side tire and then went down and tore the fiber glass above is some. But not that bad of damage to the car. So we had to get the dolly off the car. Lucky we had two jacks (one with the car and one we had the RV we had). We had to unpack the whole trunk of the car to get the spare tire out and the jack. Looked like a Mexican Flea Market on the side of the parking lot. We did manage to jack the whole front side the car off the dolly first. Then we jacked it down then back up for changing the tire.
Well it was just a hour out basically. Me driving the car and Bob driving the RV there. We got at the resort about 3:30 pm. Checked in and everything. It was nice to have the place basically to ourselves. None of our friends here yet. Time to unwhind and relax that we made it here in one piece. I was thinking on the way to Spring Creek. It could've been worst if we was traveling at higher speeds like on interstate hi way. We could've been killed or someone. We would be out of a car and many other things could've happened so I think we were darn lucky.
First night Salem got out of the RV. Just a good slip out and poof she was gone. Shit. I was really dark and she is a totally black cat so that was hard enough to spot here and she is in a strange place. We did finally spotted her under the RV but he wasn't moving from under there. But I did make her move and she split out of that area. But she was so afraid and lucky the neighbor had a small fence up so Salem couldn't go too far. I got the hold of her but she was wiggling really strong. I'm surprised that i didn't get much scratches from her. Got move scratches from tree limbs and stuff. I was doing it bare footed. She still wants out but we haven't.
The boys (Sleeping and Tommy) been out on leashes and loose. They were loose alone once. We called for them and Sleepy came when he was called but Tommy didn't we looked all around but he wasn't to be found. We stopped looking losing hope for him. I looked around and it was dark this time. I came across an Armadillo. I was my first one I seen alive. I was big as a cat and he was surprised to see me too. He run away from me was I watching him. I didn't fine Tommy but I did fine one animal I wanted to see when I down here. By dinner time still Tommy wasn't found but Bob really was getting worried. I washed the dishes and we was taking about where he could end up at. Then there was a faint Meow and Bob said was that Tommy and I said maybe I did think I came outside. Other Meow and closer and other. Bob looked outside the door and there was Tommy. He was picked up by Bob and really loved by him. He really loves all the pets we have and I'm he does.
Now the boys aren't really allowed out at night. But Sleepy is pretty good to be left out but today he finally chewed way his harness he have for him. He keeps on wanting out by scratching at the door wanting out. The boys are really interested in the really tall trees and the squirrels around the area. They really never ever seen a Lodge Pole Pine and they are really tall for a cat. The chattering of the squirrels really make the boys go crazy wanting to join them and chase them. But it keeps the cat interest in the area for a long time. Tommy is a good escape artist for his harness he can slip out it and we fine him out of if most of the time so he is good at that.
The dogs really like this area but don't really like to be bounded up on a leash either. They aren't use to being that way. They are use to free range roaming. I know Spirit likes it here. He have so far pissed on just one tenth of all the trees here but he will get other tenth soon I believe. We have been walking to know the area too so they don't lost either. Spirit does like staying out and looking around.
Spice is a lot older she has now trust in Bob helping here in the RV. I'm glad about that because otherwise he would have a lot of troubles getting in. But he really likes it here just because it is different and she is with us.

10-30-08
Thursday came and some of your friends arrived from Dothan, Alabama. It was great to seen Andy and his roommate Dan. I only knew Dan by phone. So it was great to see him. Dan what a HOT WOLFY MAN he is. WOOF WOOF. I'm not much into ass but his ass was hot. But he was hot all over. But Andy is a Hot Master Bear himself. Both are hot.
That night we visited and Andy was tired because he was out of town the following day and just came in the fight the night before. Visited with Dan and he was really so much like me in a lot of ways it is really scary at times. We are both Puppies, love role play and many types of S&M fun. But one this that is a little bothersome about Dan is he is a BIG TALKER. Yes, I'm one too but at lease I allow others to speak.
Late that night Andy, Dan and had a little fun but not much it was mostly cuddling with Master Andy. The bounded my hands up in Doggy Mitts and got me in a Doggy Mask. Woof! I really loved that and Dan sucked a little of my cock but he is suck a Piggy Doggy he loved my pits more. That was okay I love a Pit Pig at times they really are HOT. Then Dan left and just left Master Andy and I. We just chatted and cuddle some. I was really nice. Got home I don't know because I see any type of clock anyplace.

10-31-08
Friday come here and it was Halloween. Nothing much went on at the resort because the Halloween Party was going to be Saturday. Bob and I visited with Andy and Dan, then got do know some guys too (John, Mike and others now I forgot). Everyone needed a Beer or Liquor run and Bob and I needed to get somethings in Geneva. So not knowing were to go to get Liquor because we are in a Dry County here in Alabama, Dan came with us. We first went to the Liquor Store just about 5 to 10 miles out of Geneva, it is called The State Line. It was just over the border of Alabama and Florida. So we got the Liquor they need, Bob need smokes and that place didn't have his Cig type. So we got back to Geneva and bought them there. But afterward Dan showed us a little bit of Geneva and show us the Great Oak Tree in Geneva. They think it Dates back to when the Declaration of Independence was signed. It was really kewl because I think Oaks are the Grandest Trees of them all anyhow. We left there and went to a Hardees for Lunch. I really thought the food was not so good but I just ate it because I was hungry.
We got back later at the Spring Creek and visited more. It is great to chat along friends and new ones too. Later that night Andy got me and Mike together and I really wanted some cock to suck. So I sucked him. I was good to have a good cock suck that night. But he got uptight when his mate came in and seen me sucking on him. He really last interest then that happened. But after that his attention was about John. Oh well, all three of us cuddled then Mike left and a little time after I left.
All that time in between visiting and traveling I was working on my Halloween Suit. I was Cousin IT on the Adams Family TV Show. I got yellowish gold yarn and made it about 11 feet and tied it on the foam circle. Then glued the knots so they would not come out. I found a foam derby hat. The only one I found and glued it on the top. It really was a kewl costume. I really thought it was great too. But it was a lot of work to do it, all that knot tieing and everything, it was about 3000 yards of yawn in the costume. I do have pictures about need to get them off the camera. I'll post them when I fine the cable for the camera and computer.

11-01-08
Saturday Afternoon, I was helping John out getting some soda out of his RV. But before long we were having a little afternoon fuck. I really like John more than Mike. John really is a fast worker. He got my legs up in the air and fucking me within 10 mins. I really love that fuck because I really needed that fuck after haven't had a cock in me for over several months. John came twice in the same setting too. But it was so good. I would love to get John again and spend a little more time with him, cuddling, licking, sucking, etc.
The Halloween Party was fun. But I didn't allow much vision for me and Bob had to guide me at times because I couldn't see at all. I danced some with others that I didn't know. Everyone loved the costume I did and I was happy everyone liked it. I did enter the Halloween Contest and POO! I got second place again. Oh well....
After the Party there was an after party or orgies at Andy's or the Tool Shed. Andy, Dan, Greg, Mike and I started it but Mike spoiled a lot of moods that night. Dan and Greg was at it and Mike was making a big ass of himself with them and Dan lost interest. He really wanted Greg but he wasn't into it after Mike was there. We lucky me I got Greg's cock in my mouth then. Dan said to me go for it and I did. Greg isn't a small guy either. He is around maybe 8 to 9 inches. But it was really good. I really know how suck good too after a lot of training with my Masters in the past. I worked on Greg's cock for maybe over a hour or so. The Master wanted me to do something. He wanted me to put an electrical egg in my ass. So, he did and made an electric sock got through me to the prostrate. Mmmmm! That felt so good. After that Master Andy got me in my Puppy Space. I didn't care much what was happening but I do remember Mike was being an ass there too. Dan as really surprise he said to me later that I got into the space that quick but I think I really didn't. Last thing I remembered was me in Master Andy's arms cuddling with him and him making me come to my senses again. Got home around 2 or 3 that next morning, because it was day light savings time.

11-02-08
Sunday got here, I really didn't want it to be there. Everyone was packing to leave and go home. They all did too. Just like typical gays, when the party is over, we pack up and go to the next one (hehe). Later we said are good byes to everyone. Back to the quietness of RV Court again with no one around.

11-04-08
That Tuesday was election day for the President and other people and laws. Bob and I voted before we snow birded to Alabama so we was watching CNN web page for results. As we thought Obama won by a landslide. I was happy about that. Also Musgrave in Colorado that try over several times tryed to make Anti Gay Marriage Amendment in the US Constitution, she got booted out of office too (YIPPE!!) and several law I voted against for the good didn't make it either. I think this was my first election that I had things go my way. But there were some new anti marriage state laws that passed and there is also gay marriage that passed and the gay anti marriage in California made a UP ROAR across the nation. Maybe now some famous people and their money will be helping us out I hope.
Not much excitement here in Spring Creek. There is only one more person here and the rest of the RV court is bare. So, I don't do much but sit and watch some tv in the club house or get on the computer and chat with friends on Red Light Center.

11-06-08
Thursday before Halloween Party I wasn't feeling so good. I had pain on my left side of the heart area and under my arm pit and a little in the left lower ab area. So Bob and I made a trip to Tallahassee, Florida for me. Called the doctor office I was planning to see down there and they directed me to Tallahassee Memorial Hospital. A week later, we got there at the hospital around 1pm in the emergency room because I was hurting so much there. We had to wait for over 8 hours to be seen. I was so much in pain i couldn't sit or stand just walking in circle got my mind off it. But finally getting in at 9pm and checked out they said it was just really bad pulled muscles there. Finally we got out of there around 12 hours later. We were tired, pissed and hungry. We got the drugs they got me. Some good pain pills and they really worked fast. Way home I to keep Bob up but I was having a time to keep me up. We pulled in around 4am to our RV. We got home walked the dogs and went right to bed. That Day I did schedule appointments with Big Bends and The Bond Health Client for the following week.

11-12,13-08
Well, today is hot and muggy. It did rain all night and that made it muggy. I was a nice rain on Wednesday. Warm but rainy. It isn't like Nebraska or Colorado rains, these rains are warm and water is too. But Bob and I had to make my appointments in Tallahassee on Thursday and we had to leave here at 7am because I forgot the time different from here and there (central here, there eastern). It rained off and on all day. I never seen so much rain and the rain drops were so BIG. I believe they were size of nickles or bigger. You know Florida is a swamp anyhow and they flood easy. The ditches along interstate 10 was flooded and looked like rapid river. Got to the appointment not getting too wet. I did get accepted in Big Bends and also the Bond Clinic. I got a Post Office Box in Florida because I'm getting all my HIV and other Services down in Florida instead of Alabama.

11-14, 15, 16-08
It is Military Weekend at the Resort here. Some people showed up because it was two birthday parties here. I wasn't invited but went up and chat. Got to know a new person. He was cute and bearish as he said. He was clean shaven but otherwise he was a couple years older and it was nice to sit and chat with someone my age for a while. He has one of the trailer just a couple down from us. I did get a piece of Birthday cake and it was good. How I like my cake yellow and chocolate frosting. Then met a guy that was a Military Dude. Not at all my type but he was nice to talk too. They all moved out on Monday.

Today (11-17-08)
We finally got visitors here today and they are staying for a week. A couple guys from Florida. Good to hear that news today. Seems like Mike the owner has the ability to chase off people (Even us). We this weekend thinking of going somewhere closer to Tallahassee or Florida somewhere after the new year. Just Mike said one thing after another that wasn't true to us. But things could change. Sorry I haven't much but I just haven't had the time or thinking of doing this for a long time. Now I'm catching up with the blog here I'll try to write what is important or fun things I have did that day or the day before. I know we are having Thanksgiving here at the resort and on the 29th we are having Thanksgiving with Bob's Sister Shirley in Fairhope, Alabama. More when those dates get there.


Me smooth chest and speedos


Me as Cousin IT (Halloween 08)


Head Hunters (Halloween 08)


Shipping George & Laura Bush, Back to Texas (Halloween 08)


Andy and John Puppetering being Sisters


Devilish Paul being Bartender

On the Road Again

Sorry I have written for sometime but I have been trying get ready. Yes we finally made it out or Proctor, Colorado. We did get Bobby there and he replaced the belt and we test drove it to Sterling and back and the belt stayed on and no breakage. But got home again, the power steering pump was making a griding sound. We checked it out. Finding out Bob didn't put the lid on tight on the power steering canitor. So we packed the hatches again. I really smudged the hell out of the RV inside and out a couple days before the trip. We bought more food for the RV. Got money for the trip and other errands that we needed to before we left to Alabama.
Bob wanted to stay a couple more days because of Dennis' surgery on his ear on Thursday Afternoon. We heard later that day that he did really good. They did save some of his hearing in his ear. Also he still has feeling of his face on his right side. Funny thing that the growth of his inner ear was the worst ever the doctor seen but it was his first time he saved feeling in someones face. We was happy to hear that.
Dennis was soooo no there or just sooooooo drugged up. He kept repeating himself to everyone around. He need to see the doctor on Wednesday is check up and removal of the packing and repacking of his ear. I hope that he healing good and he leaves it up to the doctor.
Finally we got on the road yesterday. We drove from Proctor to Dumas (Dumb Ass, hehe), Texas last night. I was a long drive but we made it around 10ish that night. On the way we did run out of gas at Seibert, Colorado. I was just about a half mile from where we was going to fill the gas tank anyhow but we did have an extra five gallons on us for that occiation. We did see a herd of Prong Horns. We did get a long stop outside of LaMar, Colorado because of road construction. Otherwise yesterdays trip has been good.
The cats (Sleepy & Tommy) really don't know what to expect. Whenever we move they start meowing because they are worried about the motion they feel. Salem use it because she has been a traveler before. After they are use to the motion they settle down and sleep most of the way. Our dogs are traveling fine. Spice use to traveling too so he just walks back and forth some then she lays down. Spirit is really a good traveler but he is so curious about things still. Different smells, plants he sees, etc. but he travels well.
Today we are traveling pretty slow but we have been traveling okay. Right now we are at Lubbock, Texas, getting gas. The Internet is holding up great too. Weather is windy because we are just ahead of a cold front but the day is around the lower 80's. Tomorrow it will be dropping down to mid 60's, I think.
We are trying to reach Dallas area or Shreveport, Louisiana tonight Bob says. I hope we make it that far. In a few minutes we will heading on highway 84 going southeast from interstate 27. We are trying to get onto Interstate 20 going east.
Checked the power steering fluids and it is full, that means we need to replace the power steering pump when we are in Alabama. Not much more to say but I hope to have good news soon.


Cotton Field somewhere in Texas

A Lot of Happenings

There has been a lot of work on the RV since I last posted. That is way I haven't written much in the Blog. Well, we need to start with the water pump. We did manage to get the other brace off. taking off the other pulley and there were two bolts there holding it on. GRRRRR as I said that to Bob at the beginning. The first one was really easy but like lord and behold the other wasn't. It was hard and I stripped it I thought but Bob said to me put the lug on and just we will manage to get the bolt off the lug when we get the bolt off. It BROKE. I was so happy it did. I was working on that for a good several hours trying to do that. With the brace not there too it was easy to get the water pump on.

Rewind a little we did try the day we got the water pump, but it wasn't going in because of the bracket. So we as a little pissed at the RV again but we needed different eyes for the job. So we had Chris' brother (Bobby) help to look at it and he said we need to take off the pulley and break the two bolts off. He tried to do it with the lugs and he broke two lugs doing it. We didn't have any others to replace them. It was about 4:30pm and the store around Sterling close around 6pm but Homo Depot. So we went to them and they only sold lugs in complete sets. The guy said try Checker Auto. Well we did need some new gaskets if we took off the water pump. The we headed to Checker. Thank God they were open until 7pm. We got there and took about 20 minutes to fine the gaskets for the water pump and got two lugs. They didn't carried 7/13th but we knew that a10 mm would work too. We got ready for the next day.

Next day after we got the water pump on we had to retrace our steps to get everything back as it was. Get the brackets in, the pulleys in, fan in, fan cover, piping in, this and that in. We was one bolt short. It was just a little too short the one we wanted to use. Trip to town again. But at the end we got it all together again. Surprising me a lot because I did remember a lot of it. But I have to take this off to get the other bracket in or a bolt off there to help to get other part on. But it was all together and all the bolts tight that needed to be tight. We did add the belts on the pulleys but didn't tighten them because Bob wanted Chris to look at them if we had them right.

Well Friday came and passed. Bob was a little poke today but we did managed to get Chris look at the belts and said the were okay. So later that day Bob and I got the belts on the pulleys. Then we did the the radiator in the casing and added all the bolts that went on that case. The drilled the screws off the fan that is was on the old oil cooler. The screws were so rusty. They just crumbled trying to take them off. Bob did buy a new oil cooler. So we got the old screws off the fans. Got parts and tubing for the oil cooler, so we could just add that after we got the radiator on. Taking off the old ends for the oil cooler were really hard. The tubing was enforced with metal in it. It took me hax sawing it a little, then using tin snips to cut the hose. I managed to get the old and new ends on the hose. Why can't they just make it simple to do instead of a big job. The day wasn't what i want as planned but we did manage to get everything in place for the radiator for Saturday.

Saturday got here and we first went to Sterling for nuts, bolts and other stuff. Bob wanted to replace the nuts and bolts because they were really rusty and I understand that we did need too. Also it makes our work a little easier too. We got back and I added the new case and frame bolts with the new. But while I was looking at it. I noticed that there was no way to fill the radiator with liquids. No cap. Nothing. Well I ask Bob that question and he was just was stupid. Bob says the new cars use the over flow of there fill but we need to have this with a cap. So other trip to town thinking of what we need to do to get it done. We just thought about a Tee but he wanted to show Brian, the parts guy we use, we need help for doing it but Ok Auto was closed at 4:30. Shit, but I had an idea on the way for a Plan B and told Bob about it on the way to Sterling. Plan B went into affect. We got a PCP pipe tee at ACE that was heat resistance and some clamps. Got back home and worked on the tee. Then it was time to put the radiator in it has a tight fit. We need to take this off then that off the shift this and that way but at the end we did get the bolts in the frame holes and get it bolted down. I was happy to see that it was complete as in getting the radiator in and bolted.

Today we are planning to get the all the stuff hooked up to the radiator today. All the hoses, sensors, and this and that. Maybe we will be on the road by Tuesday. Time will tell and a lot of praying that the old radiator was the trouble. More later if I get done sooner than plan.

All About Time

I was right about Chris not getting home until night fall. But the next day Bob was hurting and I was too and we were at each other throats. Bob didn't really want to work on it but yes I was bitchy and moody when I hurt. Also the weather has been really cold yesterday. There was just about a couple more bolts that hold it in. I got two of them but the third didn't let go like usual. Why is it the case that you can get everyone out but one. GGGGRRRRR. That made Bob mad at me and wanted me to move out again. I hate him for that. I makes me very sick, then makes me into a madic depression state. It really makes me hypervenorlate and i get really dizzy and scared. The only bolt was on the brackets that hold the generator up and a polution control gadget in place but it also held the water pump too.

I could see that the water pump did shift a little from the time that we worked on it before so i say to myself I'm going to get it out very soon. I use the pry bar and pryed the water pump out some of the way but the stupid bracket kept it in place. So I pryed the bracket a litttle with the water pump and I moved. Now I'm getting somewhere. I did it again and the water pump moved. Now, Bob was watching me and I did it again and it moved and shifted and now I could move it out and I did. I wasn't so easy but I did get the water pump out by 2pm.

Then Bob and I went to Sterling to get the new one. But like usual we needed the heavey duty one and they say it will be in by Tuesday the some time as the raditor. I really don't mind. I feel like Bob need a couple days rest before we tackle putting the water pump back in and the raditor too. Most worried now that i can't remember how to put it back in and stuff. That really scares me. But think POSITIVE about it and we can do it, yes we can.

That late night last night it started raining hard and the wind too. I was worried that all the rain would wash the nuts and bolts that we had away. so we couldn't find certain ones. Also also worried about the water on the engine. If I could distory it. But I just worried. But I did sleep beauty good last night even if I worried some.

This morning and thru this afternoon it has been still raining off and on and it has been really cold. I seen the weather in Geneva and it says it is 80's mmmm, warmth. I just hope we miss the snow here. That is way I'm working hard on the RV to get it down to Alabama before the first snow here.

Called Andy, the activities director at Spring Creek, I said to him sorry but we had a lay over again. Told him the trouble. He told me he was doing a leather show this weekend for the resort. GGGGRRRRR. I wish I was there. Oh well. Halloween I will be there.

Tuesday will be here before I know it and Bob and I will be heading to Alabama. So I write more when I have something to say.

More Time

Well think positive paid off. We did get the radiator on yesterday. We did managed to get the old one off with skinned knuckles, scrapes and bruises. A lot need to be taken off there. But around 4ish we got it out. I wish it was easier but it wasn't. But looking at the radiator it was just a 2 core system and Bob was puzzled on why it was compared to the 4 core we had. He called Chris but I told him numerous times to call the service guy who we bought it from. Well, Chris said to do what I said about calling the service guy. Bob called and he said to me that they ordered the right one but the warehouse screwed our order. GRRRRR.

So today was other day. I have been doing all the work because Bob can't get into the engine area to get the water pump out. Yes, I'm the little one so guess I have to do it. It hasn't an easy thing either. I have more skinned Knuckles and scrapes. But we have to remove this and that to just get to the water pump and remove extra bolts to remove the water pump. It isn't still removed but it will be maybe removed tomorrow or later today. I hope it is just two more bolts. but time will tell. It really isn't moving yet. I did use a pry bar and it did move out of the holes, so the brackets that is holding everything it is holding the water pump too (I hope).

THINK POSITIVE IT IS THE LAST TWO BOLT THAT ARE HOLDING IN THE WATER PUMP.

We are waiting for Chris to get home for getting an extension for the socket wrench or he can get them somehow. I hope we can get it off soon. So we can get the water pump off and then start putting it back together again. That scares me a lot not getting it back together as it was. But Bob says that he can, so I have trust in him that we do.

Bob's and mine anniversary is coming up. We will be celebrating our 18th anniversary being together on October 13th. I know what we are going to be doing if we have the radiator here. We are working on the RV. I just hope we can get down there by Halloween. Time will tell.

No more new as I know it from me. I'll be trying to think Positive more and more and hear from me later.


The old radiator on the lower right side